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Trusting I am right where I need to be..

Looking back over the span of 10 years, I can look back now and actually laugh at my actions. If anyone was looking on , they’d have thought I was crazy I’m sure. Whilst in the mist of my separation from my than husband, I was picking our horses stall , throwing it over my shoulder with anger and actually hitting the wheel barrel! Go figure! The anger was at myself for not having the back bone to ask for a divorce. I was hurting. I was stuck in the ‘not knowing how” phase. Not trusting myself….. So as I flung it high in the sky over my shoulder, I’d yell out , “Okay God , if this marriage is to be over, the only way would be for him to have an affair ! ” Now that surprised me for starters! So unlike me! So not realizing law of attraction…… be careful what you wish for!!

Next, I surprised myself again, when an affair was now confirmed, and a decision had to be made. It was clear it was being left to me. Making decisions back than was almost torturous …. was I doing the right thing? I loved my family, I loved my than husband, through it all. I didn’t understand , there wasn’t any communication back than, a huge missing for sure. I simply hadn’t known how to deal with the situation and it was easier to walk away perhaps than to stay and fight. I felt overwhelmed , at the end of my rope…. desperate. I attempted to reach out for support to no avail.

I had been praying each night for strength , hope and my marriage to work. I taken my vows very seriously … to death do us part … no one was dying…. yet, except me inside and of course and our children, the impact was on all of us, not just me and I remained hopeful he’d change his mind and come home.

On this one particular night, I remember so vividly dropping to my knees bedside, something I’d never done prior and praying “God if this marriage should or shouldn’t be, it’s now in your hands, I’m prepared to let it go if..I released it to the ethers and climbed into my bed.

Crying for what seemed like hours. I remember so vividly as if it was yesterday feeling exhausted, and no recall of ever actually sleeping however , it seemed so real. The sensations of opening a door in a lit room and darkness on the other side. I knew instinctually once I would open the door, there would be no going back … I stepped through into the darkness, heard the door slam and the feeling of falling rapidly into the dark abyss. The feeling of speed and air against my face, the air cool and crisp… even thought I was falling quickly, I knew and trusted I would land on my feet.

When I walked into the light, I was radiating calmness and peace… I knew and trusted I was in a good space . I wasn’t alone. It was my truly first experience of having faith and trusting the unknown that I remembered so vividly.

The next day I went to the attorneys office and signed the papers, one of the hardest things to this day I ever had to do. The experience was one of expansion and growth for sure and I will forever be grateful . There was NO surprise when I stepped into forgiveness for ALL involved a few years later….. Peace remains mine and I am happy!

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Peace doesn’t exist within a can, it does however exist in the heart and mind, your’s to set free so others experience the beauty…
As I sit and ponder what I was taking away from the last 7 consecutive days of writing, it had me thinking on multiple levels of thought….
The universe was created in 6 days and the 7th was a day to rest, I sat back and observe the beauty, the mastery we’ve all created . The greatness and grandness as well as the unity of it all. We are all one! I am grateful , I stand in awe of the depth of us all and how many of us , whether conscious or not , many of us, (I point three fingers back at me as well ) had been playing small with all our excuses as to why we couldn’t , wouldn’t or shouldn’t be writing more.
Myself , it was observing how I’d been talking about writing ‘your’ book, for years now. I am actually getting sick of talking about it. I begin, get stuck and it sits…never time…. blah, blah, blah… If I take the me out of the equation it becomes ‘your book”, if there’s something in there to support even one person , I will have made a ripple in the tides of time and space.
I’ve hadn’t even stretched myself truly, rather allowed myself to be self expressed… Be myself and write from a heart space. It felt great!!
My take away is don’t think, just do it, set time aside and let it flow. Prompts certainly supported for sure. What I have to say does matter and those who are energetically drawn to my writings will be drawn and others will not, either way , I’m cool with it all. I got it out into the world. I’ve been real, humbled and self expressed and I found the time, I enjoyed the exercises and the thought provoking moments. I am clear I am here to contribute and inspire, by raising conscious thought with love.
It takes 21 days to create a habit… who’s on board for more?? I am taking it on…. I have a book to get out there into the world, so I may live my passion and purpose, to inspire , heal and lift…
Peace is ours… Let it flow…Let it flow …let it go….. Namaste

“Peace has to be created, in order to be maintained. It is the product of Faith, Strength, Energy, Will, Sympathy, Justice, Imagination, and the triumph of principle. It will never be achieved by passivity and quietism.” ~Dorothy Thompson

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You may see me struggle, and you’ll never see me quit!

Part of Aliveness and living a chosen life full out, means never giving up. Seems to me there are too many amazing lessons and experiences to have , grow and enjoy….

Against all odds! We choose to Thrive!

Pictured above of our horse Truman after his lightning strike . Against all odds the vet told me to put him down , he’d never survive… he taught me how to go within and find the strength to reach for more! He taught me life wasn’t about just surviving , it’s about thriving!! Never say never and keep on keeping on.

Life brings us many challenges and concerns. Not that for a moment I’d think them easy to deal with. However, when I choose to change the lens, I often find that silver lining and remind myself how grateful I am for the experiences and the lessons to expand and grow from where I am. Why as a communicator, I enjoy a straight conversation. It allows me the where with all to choose to change that which no longer serves, to grow and expand… I find much joy there.

Lightning may strike at anytime when we least expect it… whom might you be and Who or what inspires you??

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You may see me struggle, and you’ll never see me quit!

Part of Aliveness and living a chosen life full out, means never giving up. Seems to me there are too many amazing lessons and experiences to have , grow and enjoy….

Against all odds! We choose to Thrive!

Pictured above of our horse Truman after his lightning strike . Against all odds the vet told me to put him down , he’d never survive… he taught me how to go within and find the strength to reach for more! He taught me life wasn’t about just surviving , it’s about thriving!! Never say never and keep on keeping on.

Life brings us many challenges and concerns. Not that for a moment I’d think them easy to deal with. However, when I choose to change the lens, I often find that silver lining and remind myself how grateful I am for the experiences and the lessons to expand and grow from where I am. Why as a communicator, I enjoy a straight conversation. It allows me the where with all to choose to change that which no longer serves, to grow and expand… I find much joy there.

Lightning may strike at anytime when we least expect it… whom might you be and Who or what inspires you??

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