Reason or Season
Often life is challenging enough and I’m forced to stop and ask myself, am I coming or going? Feels like I’m chase my tail and wonder why I’m hadn’t gotten anywhere. Ever feel like that??
It seems to me , that these are the best times to sit and pause and remind myself just how far I actually come and who I have become in the process. I realize that life isn’t about what I have, rather who I have in my life that matters.
I recently had an amazing experience of having someone special in my life whom I felt lifted me up and lifted me higher than I knew myself to be. I was in action and felt another level of synergy. When we parted ways, I felt a huge loss and what I thought to be a missing. These were beautiful moments of connection.
It wasn’t the person in my life that lifted me, it was the listening of who I am and what I am capable of, which lifted me higher. It is self love that has me lift myself.
It’s commitment to my intentions which has be be lifted. It’s trusting that I am never alone and my vision is bigger than I know myself to be. That BIG Hairy Scary thing!
I turn towards gratitude for the lessons learned and the contributions which have expanded me as a human being.
My reality is that I actually continue to lift myself. When I forget who I am , it seems the Universe reminds me by sending what I call, my “Angels” as reminders. Sometimes my angels stay around for awhile, often other times, they’ll show up with a simple sentence which triggers a thought, an idea, a memory and then, poof.. they vanish.
The more attuned to my environment I become, the more tuned in to my ‘Angel” opportunities I experience. Doesn’t mean it doesn’t bite now and than. It does… more than I care to admit sometimes, it aches beyond belief. I remind myself, out of the pain and ashes of loss rises a phoenix.
Letting go becomes one of the more challenging lessons to learn as we move through life with intention. No one promised life was easy. Suffering is optional for sure!
I am extremely grateful to all those whom have slipped in and out of my life to support my Vision, and my expansion. Never forgotten upon the heart.
Karen Rudolf
Changing thoughts, changing lives!
As a catalyst for change I take my clients through a journey of self discovery, personal freedom, happiness. This results in living a more fulfilled more passionate, higher performance life. Since Love comes in many sizes ,there is no one size fits all , whether Equine Connections or one to one, each encounter is a unique experience . You are a unique individual.